我叫雯凤,不是雯风。念对的人总是写错,写对的人却总是念得不正确。还有And also, I named Moon Hong NOT Moon Hoong or Mun Hong. I'm so sick that those who spoke correctly spelled wrongly......

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

感触

还有数小时就迈进新的一年了。又是在半知半觉中渡过了“漫长”的一年,叹!别叹了,新一年新希望嘛!前几天,忽然想起自己人老了(难听一点),有点不想长大!想起即将要选择的路,即将要踏入的社会,即将要面临的种种问题,我好怕自己承受不了,不敢面对。我有敢做的,也有不敢;有这年龄该做却不敢做的,也有正常不适于这个年龄却勇于踏出第一步的。但是,“长不大”的孩子永远“享受”不了什么样的起起伏伏。是想回到从前吗?不是;是想更快些长大吗?也不。不知是否因有些事情仍旧历历在目,心有余悸,霎时,有了许多的人生无奈。后来,有些事情让我想起人生就是要享受过程,当你真正体会到那种至高境界的“人生享受”,所谓的困难麻烦压力都只是一种假象又或者生命中的一小插曲。一切就是那么地简单明确,单单知足是不足的,就因为你缺乏,所以再赏你“快乐”二字。

各位亲友,我需要一些鼓励的话,需要你们的支持,更需要一种包含处之泰然且坦荡荡的潇洒与
真实。那是一个极有说服力的话,不骗你。反反复复,要懂得做出聪明的抉择来影响我,勉励我,点醒我。偶尔,有些“逼于无奈”的推动力再用力使劲儿,可能,我大多因为这样而与它产生了摩擦,良好的摩擦,甚至燃了起来,开出火花,绝妙的火花。意见与我相同的,有说不完的话题。倘若哪一天我们吵起架来,那就表示我们意见有不合的地方。

坦白说,我很满意现在的我,即使不是完全,也是九九。我会羡慕人家,同样地也会妒忌。可这全都是良好的正常心理状态。我不会因为嫉妒而刻意憎恨自己的不如,相反的,我有人家没有的,这就是每个人不同的特点。我就是需要这些,甚至自然拥有的一切才衬得上我。我仿造不了别人,任何人更加替代不了我。

还需要质疑什么,更别谈什么改变模仿了,就是因为你,故才会有你;如果没有了你,那你,又是何方等人呢?!懂不?有得享受就尽情地享受,距离有多远,就跨多远吧!

新年的愿望,我要不愉快的时间只是充当我人生的过客,来也匆匆,去也匆匆;我要我乐得像只老鼠的时候,哪怕是不能停留的,也要慢慢地行驶,久久不散。

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Everything has a story,the unique result of a story.

29th Nov. Monday

Yesterday heard that Bosco will be in live at myfm at 9am this morning.Wokeup automatically at 9:20am,my cellphone was b'side me btw,took the earset and switch on my phone.Heard the conversation between nicholas and HE.A part that asking some questions was definitely funny,of course myolie will be the one of it.Be a big-big laughter while laying on the bed and listening to the fm.Oh btw,brother was thought that I'm laughing there when dreaming.hahaha.10sth,washed papa's car together with mom.Sis and bro still sleeping upstair like a pig.
The last week of Monday and also a public holiday.Papa was not feeling well actually thus lack the shopping mood,but he's okay overall.After watched the 2/3 the last episode of "TPoTL" as I mentioned before,went out at 2:40pm,papa drove us to kepong first for checking out my shoes.Chit-chating there 'bout the travelling and accommodation for an hour more while checking.I found that I'm really an expert from something else...ohhaha.Hard to decide where to go afterwards...ou,have went recently;midvalley,have went recently;sunway,have went also recently.Ts,no no and idon'twant;pavilion...too expensive;klcc,yee..nth to buy even for eating.Each huge shopping mall will be crowded somemore due to public holiday.Finally,the most common..kepong jusco.Reached there at 5sth.Take a dinner directly or whatever you like to call at the time.Have went the restaurant before except sis.The service and the foods even the surrounding,I can give them 2 stars stricly,and a half.Become worse lah woiii.Service damn slow,a small cockroach move around the sofa and table after.What the...Oppsss,we should choose teppanyaki,"sat cak".No the mood to take more photos and none will be uploaded here.Shopped for 2 hours.Bought some groceries at supermarket.Go to meet with sister cousin and her husband around kepong purposely after left from jusco.Arrived home at 10 sth. ...nextweekwillbetheschoolreopened...nofeeling.








p/s:Today is the last episode of "The Life Proved by Love".At the same time,the"Spirit in Love",have broadcasted for 3 years the drame series in channel aec.Finally ended up with episode no.872 today also.

-InLOVEwithBOSCO.


28th Dec. Sun.

Sunway with momma,sis,bro and fifth aunt with her little son.Reached sunway around 12pm as Sunday is quite many people.Shopped around...took mc donald meal as lunch at 3sth.Continued shopped...Bought some tid-bits at country tid-bits&candies cottage.Had tried many types of snacks there.Like a traveller travelling outstanding.5 sth,went to kimgary just for waiting bosco comin'.Thought that he'll walk around inside the restaurant thus we went there early and take some drinks just for get a look of HIM.I've applied kim card and bought HIS first EP with poster.Momma gave me the money directly without any permission asking.*hehee,I was damn excited at the moment*.While a worker there asked me wanna black colour of the card or...I straightaway answerd him "black one" without "allowed" him to continue asking another color.He said ah co will walk along outside the corridor there and will meet with fans at the stage there.Filled in the forms...while mom and aunt were queue there.Afterwards get in to the k.g restaurant and ordered some drinks.I was quite enough fully just for waiting HIM comin'.Shared a drink with sis.Used some coupons they presented just now...free a drink.6pm...heard outside that.."Now,we're welcoming Bosco"...ev'body cheer up.Wrong tastics,we should take our lunch at kimgary before but not at mc and after finished it,we now can standby at the "good view" place and just waiting for Bosco.Sister and i rushed out from the rest. quickily,bro and cousin followed and left momma and aunt with the drinks there,we walked and stood at the side of the stage.At the beginning,I can only hear his sound but can't watch him as well.Finally,ohmy...,Ijustcan'tbelivemyself!ISAWHIM!INREAL!I'd missed out so many times the chance to meet with him when he came to kl of m'sia last time.Yuppie,now is the time.Damn closely yo!Took out the digital cam.,recorded and captured all the time.Perceived him from head to toe again from toe to head.And and,the emcee,nicholas was keep talking about myolie.Woo,I like btw.Some talks was kinda funny,very funny.I feeling not well with my hands and legs by holding the cam w/o putting it down whole the time,image it,my pose was stuck like that.But
it's worth.Btw,a stupid idiot uncle was standing behind me by doin' some idiot stupid things,damn! YOU ARE TERRIBLE OLD MAN!!
took it when i'm applying the card outside.

mango flavour-shared it with sis.

free "cantonese style" red bean ice by using coupon.

bro,the aunt and mom.


the cousin and bro.

yiii,i wanna be the girl,and i like HIS action here much!

he said "tvn gid zao xi lek leong"

the vip fans.

who will win the big prize?

Bosco is drivin' the proton persona and fetching the car winner,william go around.

Went back to the rest.,they had paid and just waiting us sitting inside.Btw,one coupon should only can be used for a recepit.But the so-much-idea aunt was using the 3 coupons by the separation of three receipts purposely(asked the worker to do so) just because we're linking the three tables with 3 numbers there.#can be that also?!# We went out again while mom,aunt bro and cousin stood at the side of the rail the place that I stood before.Sis and I walked down infront of the stage and waiting for HIM.6:50pm,HE was came back from fetching the guy around.Before that,nicholas was asking for a sing of HIS song at the stage.I not dare to lift up my hand due I was not totally familiar with the lyrics of the chorus.And idon'tknow can view the lyrics actually while singing after realised some girls were singing there.If not,i bet i can sing better than the girls 'cause mostly of them are just doing the same by looking the lyrics and sing...but their tone is not that accurate.Wrong "tactics",we should stand at the side there like just now,the view version is much more closely.No choice,keep snaping and recording.Another terrible+stupid uncle standing infront of sis,damn again!Bosco was throwing HIS posters to the audience when singing.After left the last one,he's asking for the loudly shout...and,Bosco said the audience of brother there is the most loudly and straightaway threw the poster towards the direction of the side.Bro almost got the poster but lead up by a guy beside him.Brother said to me that Bosco will do so just because he shouted loudly the most.Thus,HE heard bro the side was most loudly and threw the poster there.aiyyyaya,i said to bro:"why don't you shout "Bosco" leh?!Maybe HE will heard your sound and look at you,then will throw the poster for you loh."hahaah.It's okay btw.The time to line up for take HIS signature on HIS album we bought.While me to take turn,HE was looking and smile to me quite a long seconds while sis behind me said HE's smile to her for 2 seconds.muahahaha,happy happy 'till speechless while facing with him.I willing to wish him to "ga yau" but I've forgot.Mom said I'm stupid,why not to shakehand with him huh.Idon'tknow lah...my reaction was too retarded at that time.Can saw HIM closely i'll be crazy 'till dizzy.= P

the fans singing before bosco back from driving.

live singing--"qun gok dou ngoi lei"

left two more.

he wanna throw the poster to brother there side as bro was shouted most loudly.

it's the time for take HIS sign.

took it(golden persona) while line-ing up for taking HIS autograph.

i’m coming closely...hehee


After get HIS sign.,we decided to go home as it was late already.Aunt bought some fried chicken as her sons' dinner.When we walked by a shop,attracted by the costume inside and just get in for a look then.We four ladies "roll" inside for almost an hour and bought some clothes due there got a discount for consume over 5 pieces.Two gentlemen outside there watching the ice-skating while waitin' for us.Kesian they...pityful,hahah.Finished,back home.Headed home around 9:15pm. Mom boiled some tradisional medicine "八珍" each person a bowl for sis,me and herself before sleep.

free a package of instant mee and a cup mee with coupons inside.


the soup.



These are just some of IT.And,if

YOU GRAB HIS PICS,I'LL TAP YOUR HEAD!
;-/

you try and see.= /





p/s:"The Persuit of True Love" ended on that day.I forgot to watch the repetition at midnight.Missed last 3 episods.But I'd watched it on the next day morning,missed 1/3 part of the last episode due we're outgoing the time.