我而言的 她

她让我引以为傲的，是她那人来人往的场面

她让我自觉骄傲的，是她那为人的二十四“效”

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她并没有什么值得我们为她而感到自豪

只有那机场，航空（尤指马航）、医疗中心及酒店区区的功劳，我想也好。

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她，就是我们的MALAYSIA。

Dinner night @ Cheras

Today's c.t had cancelled as yesterday mama said have to change to monday. Coincidentally last minute in afternoon we have been informed that tonight got a dinner as cousin brother, ahboy treat eating. As last week need to cancel the ct also at the beginning due to the dinner('cause sis need time to take a shower and so yeah, she will takes lots of time to prepare) but at last they had cancelled the dinner due to some reasons..fortunately we planned to change today's ct to mon in early. 1:40pm i phoned to ochc to cancel it and shift to mon, done! Night, went to segambut house(uncle khim's house) to gather. Left to cheras together...Hau Kee seafood restaurant口记海鲜饭店...Miss Astro live show in channel 301, television and astro provided there. Heheh. The most famous gourmet there is the fried rice, 乾隆炒饭。Taste good, 炒得有锅气香味儿。It need an early booking before you coming, that's why it's so limited..and being well known. Oh, I sudden remember that my friend, jyou had back to her cheras house today. Hmmm..she said she'll have her dinner with family in cheras also..heheh. The dishes overall was just ok. Ate 'till 9 sth, home. Headed home at 10sth where there's still got the last part of the miss astro live show. Switched on the tv and we got to watch the finals' results came out. Here to congrats to Belle Tan!

*Altho was treating by cousin but we know that...AAstyle to share the total amounts. Haa.

* Used papa's iPhone to save this post as a draft..due to the network connection problem occurred in my comp so need to draft down the date to update this posts...so the time will become earlier.

Day to day

Have no school today due to public holiday, the same for sis. Had planned for going to sunway pyramid with aunt stephanie today. In early morning, off to sunway with mama also, brother at home lonely. Passed-by the shopping mall towards to subang for fetching aunt and afterthat, off to sunway. In several hours later, we're being tired for shopping around. (I was on the second day of mc-NOT medical cit but is menstruation cycle) Headed to aunt's house and take a rest. Sista was using the desktop there for doing her assignment...while I..I rest in the sofa and fell asleep. It's 4 sth in afternoon, I heard the door opening and I was awake. Mom and aunt were back from buying accessories for cousin cindy as wedding gift. Stayed 'till 7 sth night. Have taken dinner--"yun yong, fried noodles, hok kian mee" at aunt's house before we left. Reached home about 9, it tooks an hour more due to traffic jam.

For Cindy.

P.S I had forgotten most of the details on that day due to I m posting it in after two months. So damn, simple.

My heart gifts.

I got my birthday present from my friends, classmates today. Inside there are included a greyish scarf, koala bear purse in blue colour, a pair of pinkish "heart" shaped of ear rings and a "little devil" pencil case(I assume it as a case to keep my accessories); D. Hereby to give an acknowledge to my friends altho it is consider late for presenting it to me as my B day which had passed for almost a month. Anyway, heart it soooo muccch! Thanksssss!

Photos coming soon.

一如往常

今天三点的预约，由于今早上的补习已在拜一补了（as what on twitter），所以今天提早出门。1:45pm从家里出发，路上塞了一段时间，半小时后抵达。Lift...the new kopitiam(not so many customers as normally) 走着走着，就看见yogesh站在门口外面。当时我走在sista的后面，yogesh就问我为何总是“躲”在她后面。我笑笑，就跑过前头来。

Doc_Yog_May_Sis_Me

You're waiting for me?!

Yes,（点头）..and open the door for you also.

（嘻嘻）（我们开玩笑地说）

一进到去doctor就在里面，我就直接将口袋里的ic, h/p, comb交给sista..

帮我keep住..

No class today? （看到我酱早就来到）

Yesss..（讲话的同时感觉在旁的doctor好像听着..随后就走开了）

来..（过后隐约听见doctor叫我）

他进去了，我没察觉，就在外面脱了鞋...本想问yogesh医生是否叫我，后来心想当时没有其他顾客，so应该就是我的啦..随后就走了进房间。

Hi..（我并没有回应他，毕竟表情上回礼了--虽然也没有什么expression, 都习惯了，平常也都这样..嘻）

头发长了..

Huh?!!（“我没听错吧？！”--心想..我当时很好奇为什么他会这样说..心想有可能上次我把头发卷绑起来，这次没绑上...but之前多次也没绑上头发wor, 怎么会...还是时间久了，感觉长了；或是又两个礼拜没见面了，感觉比上次长了；再不就是因为想暗示我说头发长了/乱了，tie up为妙？Or..他只是纯粹地说说？）

最近还好吗？

还..好..

还好..

还有腰痛吗？

一点点..

脚还有痹吗？

我点头。

还有..

先趴下。

噢..头发长了...（此时此刻，我才后知后觉般地回应他说）

对呀！

是要我绑起来吗？我心想..不理了，应该只是说说。

趴下后，开始按压。

没那么拱了（指背凸）

这里痛吗？（按着腰部的某个部位）

一点点..

痠痠的是吗？

嗯..

过一会儿..done.

来..

到对面房做traction. Yogesh帮我绑上，医生站在一边看着。

你妈妈没来？（他所说的“妈妈”二字就好像我们平时说的“ma3ma2”）

Huh? （隐约听见，不过再确定下）

妈妈没来？[ 后来转为正音--ma1ma（轻声）] 呵呵

没有。（趴着的同时转头对他说）

我听见doctor吩咐yogesh将带绑紧...叫我扶好握把，双脚随着仪器被拉到长长直直地（应该是doctor在操作）

后医生稍微掀开衣角，按指着我的背脊对yogesh说有比之前较直了.."gap"比较小了。

After then, started. 这次感觉整个身体有被拉长，有点酸痛的感觉，比较有效。( : 10 minutes later, yogesh进来拆带。

Next, electrodes.

走出去前，因察觉messy的头发，就将夹在刘海上的发夹干脆拆下..走出去交给了sista放在bag里面。医生就站在柜台前，应该是在和sista讲话，我没怎么注意。

来..

跟他到后面房做电疗。

房里...

最近都有在做什么？

我不是很明白他要问关于什么方面的问题，本想回答说“还在读书咯，现正放着假..”的，又或是“还是老样子咯”..可是又怕要解释多多所以还是免了，便问起说

什么意思？（学他，嘻..就像4th c.t. 那时候他问我的语气一样）

还是老样子哦？

呃，老样子..（看吧，我想什么来着！）

躺（趴）好，脸放进去（洞里--头部的一个开口处供呼吸）

为了调整自己头部的位置，那缝里边右边的一面纸巾掉了，我伸手一直，哎呀，拾不到。Doctor帮我拾了起来。

贴好后，

kay..?

我点头。

临出去之前，doctor如常摆好我的双脚..

长短脚没那么严重..（一开始我听到的是这样，后来realize that他也有可能是说“长短脚还是那么严重”..反正就是中间的词儿听不清楚，只听得见“长短脚”这三个字，与“那么严重”这四个字）Hmmmmm...说的应该是后“者”吧！

Heat bag as usuall.

电疗期间，听见doctor在为隔壁的中年男子做ultra sound还是electrode时之间的谈话...我就在一旁“打乐器”。

15 mintues later...Yogesh进来帮我拆电击，特地将热敷放在我屁股上，搞到有种温温热热的感觉=_= 有时觉得她这种“刻意”怪（蛮像）小孩样儿的...

Next time gonna come on what time?

Not the last time already?

Yea lah..but you still need to continue what..

Continue ahhh...

Compulsory one arrr??

Yeah.

How many times?

Eleven lah, like now the option you taking.

Got feel better or not?

随便点头敷衍她（嘻嘻）

出去book时间，下星期六两点半...我对Ah May说下一次才带钱来交新的一次option。

Yogesh问我是否要考试了..

Form 3..PMR? Or Form 4? Or SPM?

Upper six...

Huh?!! You upper six alrdy ahh??

Eyy, （不知情的Yogesh叫起身旁的Ah May）she's upper six now..does she looks like??

You don't know I'm already form six..?! （我笑说）'cause I'm short.

Yea lah（此时早已知道的Ah May回答Yogesh）

Looks short mah...Her face looks younger than her actual age.

How about me? What do you think about my age when looking..?

You okay lah, just like the normal age you have. （Sista好像很失望的样子酱）

你就比较小只咯，像妈妈。

你要开始减肥了...是咯！..酱子才会看到你身体比较长比较高。

(如果不是因为它我会更高咯，hoho)

Hey, ok lah..stop it, enough lah. （Yogesh对Ah May说..并做出在讲下去我怎么回家的动作）

Finish lah..I just tell her sth only mahhhh.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Bye!

*原来doctor问sista说阿爸的档口拜一多人吗？（又没注意名片）...结果sista就说拜一休息。恍然后，“拜一没开...那就拜二好了”

*Doctor还和sista说我有比较好转，背部有比较直了..不过还得继续下去

*之前，Ah May还问sista说妈妈怎么没一起来呢！

Dilemma

Facing dilemma recently. How to make a perfect way??

实在是左右为难呐！！

= S